what i want is to look like her

she is the epitome of perfection

shes skinny in the right places

she gets the boys who wont give me the time of day

everyone loves her

she doesnt have to wait in line

shes never paid for anything in her life

what i want is to act like her

composed and proper

wild and crazy

knows when to turn it on or off

never awkward or at a loss for words

what i want is to feel like her

to be the center of attention

and to feel like i matter

what i want is to be her

and have her perfections

and act as if she never exsisted

what i want is to know her

and be her friend

and hope i can duplicate what she exudes

what i want is to be comfortable in my own skin

and be happy with my imperfections

yet i know this will never be

what i want is to hold on

and hope for something

i can never have